I'll write this so I won't forget.
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We didn't talk, those few days, it was sad, the questions in my head, the doubt that crept in me.
I gave affection and you took it freely, then pulled away.
We drove in my car, I took you to the industrial part of the city, close to my old middle school.
We talked, what did we even talk about?
You said you didn't want to hurt anybody,
I think I told you I was willing to be hurt this time if you took a chance, though I did not say those words exactly.
I said I felt something that first time I kissed you, you called this conversation "interesting"
"why can't it just be good?"
"I don't know"
I dropped you off, I hit my steering wheel in frustration as I drove away.
You got away.
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"I don't know how to feel right now"
"I'm sorry, I don't know"
"My initial response was all emotional, i've thought about it for a bit more now, and I would like to hang out this weekend, that is if you fancy adventure"
"I always fancy adventure"
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We were drunk, I wanted to make out with you, so we did.
"One of them lives in Chicago, and the other is old news"
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We were supposed to be hanging out less, so why couldn't we stay away? We visited chatroulette, stayed up late for no reason.
We kept each other up.
We hung out so much, we basically dated.
You asked me officially in Omaha, your turf, right after that chinese restaurant.
It was good.
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We're consistently good, it's remarkable, for now.
Today we each had a bad day, but we spent some time together, we felt better (30 rock helped)
We're we're getting through winter, the thaw is coming soon, and I honestly cannot wait to spend this spring with you.
You are a good thing in my life and I am falling in love with you.