4/30/2009

A beautiful wind

Today I was driving home from work and I mused about how blessed I am in this life.


My heart is content, and my spirit sings.
















The air makes me happy to be alive.

4/28/2009

Blogging helps the time pass by. This backpack is heavy but I am almost halfway there. I am going to walk by Everett. Brace for nostolga bomb.
I find myself walking home after school. Most kids could have spared some time but I didn't expect them too really. The day is refreshing and I like the birds.

4/26/2009

It's raining in Lincoln Nebraksa.

Could we be at the crisp of a worldwide death banaza?

I will put those thought to rest at the moment.

4/25/2009

Jesus Chirst

I wish some people would just leave me alone and stop sending me the most awkward texts XD.





take a hinttt >.<












My friend got pulled over yesterday with a few buddies and I in the car.
The cop wanted to search the car, but my friend handled it well and asked if we were free to go, we were so we just left.

In another universe somewhere, that cop searched that car.




....but then again, in another universe the cop could have partied with us.




This is a strange world we live in.

4/24/2009

Car has broken down kinda, I can still drive just sort of scary to do. Start work on tuesday, I hope the people there are real cool.

you

Make me forget.
















So much desire, but you make me forget.














allow me to open up your passions.

4/22/2009

(2/2) wish they were animals and not machines. This world isn't big enough for all of us.
(1/2) Sitting outside on a bench next to wra strangely at peace. My life is about to enter a very busy period. The sounds of cars passing by is soothing, but I
I think the world we live in is just amazing. I hope so much that it is not too late to save it. Happy Earth day :).

4/21/2009

I wonder if i'd work the gravyard shift at russ's or just give up or do something illegal for money. I like this better than twitter because it is mostly for me
How many people think reality is what they see with their eyes?
This is mostly just a test, also: finally going to get glasses

"watch yourself boy"

Power.
Prestige.
Privilege

4/19/2009

you and I misbehaving

How did my life end up here?





So, officially have college paid for, horry for scholarships!





New job starting in a week, 10.50 an hour. Not bad not bad, should provide me with quite a bit of cash really.





Have a girlfriend, hmm, I hope I can handle this. Things are still in that tasty place, lets keep em there.


Prom was fun. I forgot how much I liked dancing. The Oven has cool food. 



When to Russes, took a pic of the drug isle:



Why are we all so drugged up?





I find myself enjoying the moment more.











one of the best weeks of my life.

4/18/2009

Hi

Hey, I think this is going to work out :)























What a great week, its not over yet though.


Good times are to be had.




For once, i'm letting gow, and living in the now.



















many many i've known got lost.



4/16/2009

Amazing week.

Let us not jinx it, kay?


k.





I think my new boss likes me n____n.

4/14/2009

I'm set.

Got into UNL film school, horray! It's not USC, but I still have time for that in the future.





I think life is kinda like the stock market. 

Those who invest when it's lowest generate the highest return when it surges up.



My life is surging up at the moment, and I think one investor in particular is enjoying her retutn.








today was a good day, I hope for more, but happy with the ones i've had.





Not to self: You almost ran over somebody today, always watch for runners.

My heart is heavy

What causes the thoughts inside my head?



I need something to motivate me before all is lost.


The nature of a friend, the nature of a friend.




"True love will find you in the end"

4/12/2009

So I'm going to church this easter.

Something is always different when I go lately, what will I pick up on this time?





I've set up an interesting situation,
 once again I have to choose between instant gratification and long term happiness,
 history shows which one usually wins.





If I translated what I was saying it wouldn't be as mysterious.





My dad really wants me to go, I always wonder what he thinks of me





I think its worth waiting, but not forever.






Before I know it you'll be gone, I am scared to get too attached











I came home, and now I'm about to sleep.

just like you wanted.








Will it just be like they're dreaming? 
Will it be just like I'm dreaming? 
Will it just be like they're dreaming? 
Will it be just like I'm dreaming? 


4/11/2009

I will allow myself to enjoy this :)

When we share our points of view
You get a glimpse of me
I get a glimpse of you
And I don't really care
If I don't change your ways
We will always be at the tasty place
And you can cook a rose but I don't eat those
Taste!

4/10/2009

Lets dig a little deeper...

and gage how far the rabbit hole really goes.







you gotta ask the right questions, that is what it is all about.

4/06/2009

Let me eat your can of fish...

...and buy one to replace it.









I always gravitate toward the future, that's just how I am I guess.














Things are good, lets keep em like that. What took so long?

4/03/2009

Lets evolve more often.

Well done Iowa

                     One day we'll stop hating each other.









Strange, how you stopped loving me
How you stopped needing me
When she came along
Oh, how strange






A fast week, to be sure, but exausting.



I catch your glances, and I think of the past.
I catch yours, and I think of the future.
I catch yours, and I think of the now.



I wonder where I want to live at the moment. 

4/01/2009

To be an artist.













You convince yourself that you want it, but you don't know
You keep trying to wash the blood from your hands, but it won't go
We're gonna keep you on the run

We got the handshake under our tongue
We got the handshake under our tongue
We got the handshake under our tongue
We got the handshake under our tongue

Destiny.

Can you feel it too?