Don't be afraid to give up the good to go for the great.

The older I get the more I realize how strange my upbringing really was

People watching interests me greatly. College is nice.

"Let them write that he was a tragic figure, sir. Let the poets write that he had the tools of greatness, but the voices of his better angels were shouted down by his obsessive need to win."

Today I grew up a lot. I reached a reality few dare to stray into. I asked myself how I could ever go back....but here I am.

When i see fat kids I always wonder iffn they lived in a different era, would they be fat?

I think i wrote the begining of a story that will be pretty good if treated the right way....

break the surface, not my bones

Well, living by yourself certianly has its perks.

To feel the moisture in the air never felt so right.

It's dark in here, cept for candle light.

lone dog barking out of sight

the moon is not quite full

Hello Nebraska.

how good it is

I told you to forget about me!



Butttt, you called.


hahahaha, oh God.

Flights to North Carolina aren't THAT expensive.


oh the possibilities.

Jesus Christ I'm glad I am going home

Your letter finally got here.
Wonder what took so long.
It reminds me why I fell in love with you.
And I smiled.
Seperate paths, different lives
As it should be

Fuck new mexico food. I hope i never eat a green chile again.

This is all a ride.

I am alive and well.
But I don't know what I am.

I was never the same,
but I kept calling kept reaching.

As I learn more I come to realize that whatever happens,
whatever this life has in store for me,
the only thing I can do is live it.
and make the best decisions i can make
because in the end
my life will happen
and i will be there for the ride.

but I don't really belive that

do I?

Deep Sleep.

The mystery of music is facinating. What is it exactly?

Shopping with my host lady is the most interesting thing i've done all day. Cept getting some brain tonic. Won't this be interesting. Seven days