I can feel love flowing through me, so why am I so unhappy.






I see you all flying away everyday.

I wish I could go too.

South for the winter.

Anywhere, anytime, anyplace.

I need something different, but it makes for a lonely life.

you read the signs and you wonder if you read them wrong.

singing is fine, just make sure you know who wrote the song.

sing it real nice and maybe I will sing along.

sing it real slow and I know you got it going on.

I feel real close, let me teach you some more.

you can't imagine what is in store.

Base nector

I try to imagine the current Predisent or an ex President taking lsd.

They would probably go crazy.

Or maybe it would be a call to action.

who knows

Remember that I took the time to notice.

Remember that I took the time to dig.

There are so few of us around.

I need this connection.

And then it is.

I dunno if it's karma or what, but I don't think it is too much to ask for to not have to clean up your friend's puke the night before your huge midterm.

I mean really? I guess the high's in my life need these type of lows to balance out.

But jesus, i can't even bring myself to study anymore, so here I am writing this.

something has to give.

...and quietly a voice inside him said, "You don't have to go to college"

...and he did not know what to say.

...so he continued to float away

Slowwwwwww. Gotta get shit done this week. I would like to stay in college.

And i'd like to build a giant machine

that crushes the mountains and burns all the trees

and pees in the desert and dries up the seas

and melts all the ice caps and makes nature bleed

cause i want nature to suffer

and i want nature to cry

and i want nature to spit in my mouth

and i want nature to die

why is it so hard to stay above the surface?

SHIT.

I relax for a second and I am swamped once again.

I really need to take distractions out of my life, I need to fucking focus.

focus focus focus.

Oh oh oh

Haha, I haven't felt these type of feelings in quite some time.

Fresh/new/different

yet/so/familiar

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we shall see how this goes.

Winter mode now

I'm glad you're becoming more social, I just wish you didn't choose MY personality to model.

This seems to happen a lot...

Everything I'm not makes me everything I am.

I am a big picture kinda guy.

I don't want to set the world on fire.

Everyday this world seems to slip and slip more, why dose nothing seem to get better.

Where are we going and why are we going there?

Maybe it didn't have to be this way.

Just vibrations in the fabric of space, time, and reality.

Vibrations.

I wonder what sound I make

October is here.

I can't save you all, first I have to save myself.