5/31/2010

Upon reflection

The mirrors I have are really rather great.
Each one unique, giving a different reflection.
Some a little more shattered than others....
But all in all i'm pretty damn lucky to have them.




House of mirrors




You'd need a lot of mirrors

Higher Level ThinkinG



FAST
CHEAP
GOOD

YOU CAN ONLY PICK TWO.











Maybe someday I'll find all three?
Though I shouldn't compare my life to posters I see at school.









These ideas need a mirror....
I better polish my mirrors up...










or
find
new
mirrors

5/29/2010

slOw dOwn bOy

Oh things are starting to connect

So that's why it makes sense...

Why would anyone in this world want to make cents?


$$$

Won't catch me on the fence
you either jump it
or find way to make rent
life's a bitch, dump it.
Trapped in nine to five,
brain buzzing,
feel the mind hive.



Mother fucker you know I get high.







I guess when you KNOW you are slipping from reality
it is a little easier
to pretend
that
everything
is



F.I.N.E.





LAST NIGHT I HAD A DREAM
EVERYWHERE THERE WAS DARKNESS AROUND ME
BUT MY BODY WAS A BEACON OF LIGHT
I TURNED
AND WATCHED MYSELF
LAY STILL
ANCHORED TO MY BED
AS MY MIND BEGAN TO


FLO∆T
∆W∆Y

5/26/2010

I need...

To be healthier.

really.

5/25/2010

Well...


...that worked out nicely...

ºFor nowº

∆∆∆∆∆∆∆∆
øøø
øøø
∆∆∆∆∆∆∆∆





Hoppy











Energies related.
Light show created.











Connection
=
Affection

Direction












I can read your inflection.
I can feel your selection.
Body asking for redemption.


You already know, i don't have to mention...

..you definitely choose the right section.






REEL

5/23/2010

What time is it?

"What is there to be said when there is nothing to say?"





Simply: float in space

When the moon leads you home: SPACE
When the signs go both ways: SPACE
When everyone has their eye on you: SPACE
When the rules don't apply: SPACE
When you no longer want to die: SPACE




Everything seamed a dream.
Have you ever felt like you were dreaming, all while feeling like you've dreamed this before?
It all made sense, socially how much different are we than ANIMALS?
In any sense, not just socially...


Guys puff their chests out when they see a pretty thing.
Girls preen, the social game, just a common theme.





But what did I learn?
The basics:
Keep the love
Make the hate dissapear.


THE MORNING LIGHT WAS HERE
AND WAKING LIFE SO NEAR
I SAY WORDS BUT YOU CAN'T UNDERSTAND WHAT YOU HEAR
BUT IT MAKES YOU NO LESS DEAR
NO FEAR

WORDS CANNOT EXPRESS WHAT I NOW KNOW.
SO CAN'T YOU JUST FEEL IT?


A SPACE CADET NEED NEVER TOUCH THE GROUND


UNLESS HE SO CHOOSES








just float in space baby
The Truth Is In The Trial

5/21/2010

Herewegoagain



BU
BBLE
B
UBB
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BU
BBLE



p-p-p-p-p-p-p-p-p-p


p.p.p.p.p.p.p.p.p.p.p.p



øπøπøπøπ


∆º∆º∆º∆º∆º∆º∆º∆º∆º∆º∆º∆


∫–∫–∫–∫–∫–∫–∫



















What are these dreams trying to tell me?
Every night another chapter.
I need to pay attention.
Things have been happening for a reason.
And a shred of truth is right on the tip of my tongue.




SO WHY WON'T IT BE SAID ALOUD?















A red sunrise.



just a part of nature we choose to deny
can't you tell I was birthed from the sky?
birds everywhere try to teach me to fly
but wings are not a human way to get by
we drag our feet, and let our dust say goodbye


5/20/2010

9/09/2009

9/09/2009

9/09/2009

9/09/2009

9/09/2009



Honey I'm home?

or
maybe
I
just
never
came
back

















Language barrier

LIST EM OFF

Be still my beating heart.

I need to be a little more careful...


careful...













Careful where you get your eggs.
How you carry them home.
How you prepare them.
How they enter your mouth
How they leave your body.
How they go back to earth.



TryMe
TryMe
TryMe
TryMe
TryMe
TryMe

but only if you let me try first
























White space.

































Words.

















lies
taste
of
apple
pies
as
time
goes
by























AND ENDLESS DAY
THAT NEVER
FADES
AWAY

NIGHT
LIGHT
THAT ALWAYS
MAKES ME BITE








BI
BY
BYE


PO
LAR
IZE

FLASH



I need to learn how to control you.



BEFORE I DESTROY US.

5/19/2010

CROSS ROADS

Remember the title.
Which one did you choose?











ANGELS WALK AMONG US.
THEIR STEPS ECHO INSIDE US
DEMONS LIVE AMONG US
THEIR WORDS SEEM TO REVIVE US.

BEWARE
THE THINGS
THAT CANNOT
SEEM
TO
SURPRISE
US

Because I know...

"...slowly but surly he has staked his claim"

5/16/2010

...go insane

EARTH IN BETWEEN.

Natural selection
Natural reflection
Natural attraction
Natural distraction





bubbling just below

THE SURFACE.

Can't you feel it?






Only on the edge
When the music plays in your ear
And it is everything you can hear
And neither life nor death are near



On the edge
Before the plunge
Is when you'll understand
Why my heart beats in time
Why I can't waste my prime
Why life is so fine

Let me melt in to the divine
Because
I
Am
Weighted
By

thoughts
pots
robots

but I'll never smash a mirror


VENUS
MARS
AND EARTH IN BETWEEN,


So much more than I could ever understand.








I wonder what it looks like...

from the outside...

watching myself

slowly...
and...
surely...



5/14/2010

Inane
Insanity
Ignites
Great tragedy



....
But never my own Calamity.






THESE ACTORS WILL BE THE DEATH OF ME

How...ironic.

Crazy Girls.
Drunken boys.
Don't know where they are going
Don't know what they'll see.
Only thing we know: They'll never lead a "normal" life unless they choose to.
And, that choice...

That choice.....

Is Everything.



But I'm a film major, so I'll be okay...


Right....

?!




Hey guess what, maybe I will be able to stay in this fucking film school.
MY GPA HAS RASIED to an incredibly underachieving 2.6.
Summer school will be two more A's
Oh boy oh boy, schooling is exciting >(





"Everything i'm not makes me everything I am"








Why are the crazy ones so interesting?

5/09/2010

Swoosh.





Remember when it was so simple?
Just a smile and some dimples...




I feel like an act is over.
Which one?
Not sure.

Act I
Act II
Act II
Act III
Act IIII

Any good play has 5 acts.
I wish I could figure out where I was.



Quick scene change.
Freshen up a bit.
And get back out there.




I feel...scared, unsure, confused, and nervous.


Is it...really possible for something like this to work?












There is only one way to find out.

5/04/2010

Fuck.
Why can't I just work anymore?
My academic mind is broken, why can't I get it cranking anymore?
I'll work so fucking hard on anything halfway creative, even if it isn't necessary.
But give me a paper and I just can't fucking do it.





Okay Sanchez.
Breathe.

You

Can

Do

This



That light at the end of the tunnel?
It is very real, and you need to be ready so the light doesn't burn your skin off.

Go.

5/02/2010



JUST NO TIME
FOR NEGATIVE VIBES.









Self Portrait.






Especially anything based of a simple failure of communication.
You can hate me, just don't make me hate myself.
Feelings I cannot handle.
Fly away.














JCSTF Banquet got my mind thinking...



Feel like this year was foundation laying.
Well it's there, i'm in, and they know who I am.
Staring, Talking, Tracking.

"You came you saw you conquered"
Let them watch, cause this summer sets me loose.
And i'm taking names.
"DO IT AGAIN AND AGAIN"










But...at what cost?