9/28/2009
















This whole Film thing might just work out.






























No limit. No Limit. No Limit.No limit. No Limit. No Limit.No limit.












Now is the time to show the world what they are in store for.



I wish my friends thought like I did.


they dismiss me so much, I just wish they could understand.

I wish they would let themselves understand.







some friends, you think they have your back, but they just talk shit. What is up with that? I don't need that.




This happend in high school too. You're group of friends just can't relate to you anymore, they can't connect with you at the level you need them too.


so you shut down.


and you wait till you find those who can.


Because I can only ever be happy if I can find those people who I can actually relate too.




I love you all, I just feel by myself to often.

and I do not need that anymore in my life.

9/26/2009

also.

fucking crazy night.

my life my life my life.



what the fuck is it
Survive long enough so I can save you USA.


Because I know what you need, and you need what I know.

This world is small, the big fish roam.

9/25/2009

Failing this whole college thing right now. But no more.
If you're having girl problems I feel sorry for you son.

I got 99 problems, but a bitch aint one.

9/21/2009

keep it simple





keep it real simple
















I think as I begin to understand how the universe works better and better I understand how much this is all just one huge ride.

Infinite possibilities, forks in the road, whirlpools in the river of time.

Everything that could have happened, did happen, but I just happen to live in this particular universe.

I wonder how many times I've come to this conclusion.






"You know very well who you are
Don't let em hold you down, reach for the stars
You had a goal, but not that many
'cause you're the only one I'll give you good and plenty"

9/19/2009

9/15/2009

9/14/2009

I need to focus.

9/13/2009

Shattered glass.
A hidden flask.
A blank mask.


Love is just a word until you give it meaning.

Untill you give it direction.

The birds sing for everyone
Depressing.

depressing.

depressing.

I will just close my eyes and let myself type for a while.


what a beautiful life that was possible.

What a lifestyle that could have happened.

But of course nothing ever happens as you hope it would.

I am so done hoping for an ideal person. God I thought I knew you, but I guess I was wrong. How could someone I cared so much about cause me so much pain.

so much fucking pain.

I'm so depressed about everything. I need someone to save me again. But there is no one anymore.

So I call out to you. Who ever you are. There is no one I can trust anymore, no one I can talk to anymore. I wonder where you are.I wonder if you cam show me how to feel. How I am supposed to feel.




Because I am so done being rejected.

And I am so done trying to be in love with you.












my heart is so full of love.


just...no one wants it.
Done. Just done. Sigh. People just make themselves so un happy
(2/2) fucking crushed, but i wont't be anymore. This life shows me the way. I have faith in the things i cant understand. This life i
(1/2) I can't be so useless.. I mean atleast the new tellers look up to me for advice. This world blesses you with such a variety of things. I'm so crushed. So

9/09/2009

I'm learning to live.

I'm learning to love.

I'm learning to breathe.

I'm learning to think.

I'm learning to believe.





It feels like I've been,
learning all over again.







Lessons are just lessons until you make them true.

People are just people until they know you.










If I go for a while, know that I'll be back.

I'll take a leave cause sometimes I need to spread my wings,




and fly fly fly away


9/07/2009






The things we know.


The things we think we know.


And the things we create


in 
our
minds






9/03/2009

I like it when bass beats in my heart.