The things I see.

The things I believe.

Just so much.

But who is there to help?

Now it's me with the wall, but can't you see how much it hurt?

It hurt so bad, and it's not going away, as much as I wish.

I wish.

I'm convinced now.

I'm now.

I'm here.

I'm there, bare, and everywhere.

Come with me?

It's a long leap to take.

So I understand.

But I know that i'll never stop searching.

Because: TLWFYITE

And I hold on to that.

So much.

When my mind is here, then you know i'm real.

I can deal.

I can steal.

But will I steal for the real deal?

I don't know, I want too, but the distractions get at me.

And it's so hard to ignore when you know the possobilities are there.

But I really need someone to grow with, because it's too lonely to do this by myself.

Fuck.

I cause pain, and that pain just comes back around.

I need to deal with this, but I don't know how.

And as much as I try I know I can't solve this.

∂∂∂

I'm here.

I'm real.

I support.

I don't deport.

But I need to know that I can get it back.

Too much to ask?

Maybe.

Hmm.

But I'll keep looking,

Because baby, thats all I know what to do.

Good night world.

Tomorrow:

BULLET PROOF.