It's all about confidence.

Confidence in what you do, in what you see, and what you believe, and what you want to be.

Now that I am back home I have been able to digest what exactly just happened to me.

I gives me a little bit of context, I know where I fit in a little better.

I think the biggest thing I have found out that I don't think too highly of myself, compare me to people from around the country and I still shine.

It's all about confidence.

Every time I leave this town it changes.
I love just driving around, just feeling myself go faster and faster while I let my thoughts escape me and create their own universes.

Where I go isn't as important as how I got there.
"I think you'd do better in a bigger city"
Well, I must say, I definitely agree with you.
But this is my home, this is where my heart lays.
I still have some growing up to do.
And I'd like to grow up by my heart before I do what I need to do.

I talk a lot about myself here, but that is mostly so I can just digest what happens to me, so I can look back and see why I am how I am years later.

I I I I I I I I I I I I I.

She said she liked me cause I was so chill.
Good thing I'll never see her again :p

I am so ready to create something new.
To explore how much I grew.
And to love you too.