"You're really starting to see that you're growing up"

Oh really? How's that?

Because I still wait till the last minute for everything?
Because I am prone to cut corners?
Because I can't study worth shit?
Because I like instant gratification better than long term invesment?
Because I choose what's easy rather than whats right more often than I should?
Because I treat my friends like shit sometimes?
Because I judge people before giving them a chance?
Because I can't bring myself to fix the problems in my life?
Because I'd rather run away than deal with all the drama I create?
Because I can value love of the flesh over love of the heart?
Because I feel like I am never wrong?
Because I can't bring myself to do mundane tasks?
Because I'm lazy?

It gets harder every single day to get up in the morning, I want to give up.

But I don't, and I'm not, and I'm getting through this, and I can feel it making me stronger.

I feel myself becoming stronger.

Sometimes it takes a sleepless night to cut through the day dream of everyday life.

Maybe I am growing up, but I'll never be perfect.



But I'm human, and it's OK.

It's OK.