I want happiness, I want love,

I want healthy,good,
and supportive
relationships.


Peace

and

Evolution

But I also want flash

Exuberance

Money

Crazy

The side of me I try my best to hide.

The side of me that seems to seep out the most.

Green keeps my head up high.
Drink keeps my soul down low.
I need less of both.

At this point I feel not happiness
Not sadness
Not loneliness
Not optimism
Not pessimism



I am trying hard to think of the word I want.

Longing?


But for what.

Strange phenomenon

everybody's deranged and I wonder what
happened the day that i fell from the sky
if nobody changed
then it must've been my
mind.