The dream was strange.

I was exterminating animals that burrowed themselves into anything.

They were tricky to find, I had help, but looking back I was the only one who could find them.

I was doing fine, but one was just so hard to get, I was about to give up.

But then a dove called,

it dove,

I reached out my hand and it landed.

And then everything was okay.

O:O:O:O:O

Well I'm on the losing side of that one.

It's too bad you can't see the ridiculous amount of support you'd find in me.

But I can respect what you're trying to do.

To make yourself a better person is such a hard thing.

It's commendable, I just wish you could I see I can help.

I mean, you have to sense how ridiculously similar we are....right?

Oh well.

It's okay, you seem to float in and out of my life always, till next time, stay strong. I know you will.

I can feel my soul starting to mature even further.

Mine always went faster than those around me, I could always sense it.

So many flaws, but in the end it's just how I respond to the world.

And no one can touch me for that, nor can I touch anyone for how they respond.

But I will keep living, and try to be the best, and most understanding person I can be.

I remember when I projected myself into every person I met.

Inserted my thought process and tried to make it fit into how they acted.

I remember that quantum leap when I realized that was so flawed.

That was so long ago, and since then it's been a constant struggle to try to understand.

Everyone struggle is their own.

Only thing is, my struggle is going to make something out of me.

Borrowed time because I know that I have to be ready when my time comes.

That is why I have to move on...again.

No idea what you're thinking cause you won't tell me.

I don't judge you, you probably know by now.

But don't you dare judge me, everyone's struggle is their own.

It is spring time so my soul comes alive.

The deep thaw is over.

Time to explore.

Lets do some writing.

I got my inspiration, I just didn't expect it to come from there.

"They're gonna have to take my life 'fore they take my drive
'cause when I was barely living, that's what kept me alive
Just the thought that maybe it could be better than what we at at this time
Make it out of this grind, 'fore I'm out of my mind"

And old soul gets a little older.